I Fall Apart

 

The walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keeps out the joy. Jim Rohn

The walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keeps out the joy. Jim Rohn

I’ve been away and taking an unauthorized hiatus. I needed a break from blogging simply. I also wanted to do something just for me. Some may not know, but I got my first homestead. I always wanted one and I decided to get one …just for a little while. I threw a party and booked the dj. The music was gorgeous and my friend Kas did a lovely job. All the grass is planted and the furniture is in place. I get to enjoy it a little bit, before I have to let it go.
I never wanted a club or a rp sim, but I wanted to create a space based off of speakeasies. Ever since I was young, I’ve always loved them. I loved the idea of private clubs that had to be spoken about in a hush hush manner. Speakeasies were known for organized crime, celebrities, and bad behavior all around. And who doesn’t want to pretend to be a little bad from time to time, even for a photo.
I know there was some confusion over my land lately. Some may have thought that I was bringing in dj’s on a regular basis and wanted to fill the sim with as many people as possible, but due to my rl schedule that is unfortunately not possible. I am also keeping this sim for only a short time. It is not public. It is by invite only. The reason being, I did not want to invite a ton of people, just to let everyone down, when it does close down. It was a space made for friends …and friends of friends. It is a home and a place for those close to me, as well as their friends. I’m sorry for this confusion. But it is not a regular club with events. I’m sorry to everyone. I do apologize. I also want to add that a homestead was on my sl bucket list (no I’m not leaving). But there are things that I have always wanted to do inworld. I had an opportunity to do so and I took it. We all have dreams that are realistic and attainable… this one was mine. Again, I am sorry for the confusion.
Now that this business is over with, I’d like to discuss shopping. this month… collabor88, kustom9, and the whore couture fair. I will be covering all of these wonderful places. There’s some really great shopping out there right now. The wonderful dress, shoes, and even hair are all available at Collabor88. This round is spectacular. I really don’t want to change out of this dress. It’s by Rowne and available at collabor88. My hair is from Lamb, and my shoes are from……anxiety. Whatttt? Yeah, I was surprised too, but I really like these spiky heels. All of the above is available at Collabor88. For further details, please check out my credits below.
Before I go,  I want to talk a little bit about the quote above. ” The walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keeps out the joy.” by Jim Rohn. I deal with building walls and not wanting to knock them down. Sometimes… you only hurt yourself in the end. Even if you need that wall, don’t ever fear knocking it down, when you’re done with it. Emotional walls protect us, but they also prevent us from being happy–doesn’t matter if it’s sl or rl. That’s my food for thought.
As always, be kind to one another,
Cheers,
Violet xoxo
Credits

Hair–Lamb–kitty by Lamb Bellic–Collabor88 March 2019
Shoes–anxiety–stelia pumps by joseph domínguez (max1ma)–collabor88 march 2019
Dress–Rowne–Motler feather Dress by Fashionboi Landar–collabor88 March 2019
Mask–zenith–venetian mask by 貓仙人 (miffyhoi.rosca)–mainstore
Necklaces–swallow–magic by Lucia (luciayes.magic)–mainstore
pose–Luanes World— The sexiest Thing by Luane (luanemeo) –mainstore

Decor
Bar–special moments–Victorian Bar by-electra.spearsong-mp
Record player–TA–Classic Gramophone–by Nico Griffith–mp